dismissal

so i am on dismissal for the fall semester i have to petition to see if i can go to fall. hopefully i can i just finished my reinstatement appeal, stupid bullshit. bye

hi

ive stopped counting calories i need to start again

mj

my eye is red. i am tired of wearing contacts.

every lil wayne song that i download, the sound is all messed up.

i love my coworkers, dont get me wrong, it just feels like one of them is fake.

i mean he’s cool to talk to and whatever but he sucks at listening and seems like he is has no concern about his OWN coworkers. Since our store is new he got transferred from an older store and we were talking, and i said mind you, jokingly, ‘then go back to your old store’ and i expected him to say something like naw ‘its cool in this store’ but he said ‘i wish, the only reason i decided to come to this store was because of an ultimatum, either i stay at my old  store and maybe get fired, or go to a new store, may become assistant manager and get my bad months quota record erased.’ basically he doesn’t really want to be at out store, and its obvious, every time we have corporate meetings he always leaves our group of coworkers and goes with his old coworkers, the thing about these meetings is that every store sticks with their store but not him, he always leaves. He was really quiet when we first started but now he’s loud and says some obnoxious remarks and is a smart ass most of the time. My views of people do not really change but what he is showing me and telling me is different from what i thought in the beginning. I mean i have to work with him, and i do not want to quit any soon. Another thing , he is always on his iphone and when you try to talk to him he’s always like ‘what’ and he doesn’t really help when i ask him questions, all he says is ‘just call in’ or i dont know. the most helpful person i would have to say is chef, and he hasnt been working for tmobile that long. it’s just something in my mind and i really do not like fake people.

i know im judgemental but hey who isnt. everything we do consists of judging whether it be eating something or not eating something.

justin might get a job, yay for him.

i miss christopher and i want to get high.

work at 2.

rfhdskj

i feel like an effin whale. fuck the media.

im fucking

stupid, my tires are all fucked up i fucked up my sidekick in my own vomit, im a fucking kid and i need to grow the fuck up. vdshbdfhdfhdf

suck my

huge fucking dick bitch

missin’

i miss my gf’s! i miss adriana.

going out with the girls tonight. excited. yay.

twin

carol apologized, im glad. at least she got to see what a huge douche adolfo really was. (claps) id rather be single than have to deal with a douche.

get more

so i woke up at 640am to get ready to go to a tmobile ‘class’. surprisingly, it was funn! i like classes like these because it forces me to talk out loud and i got to meet a bunch of cool people that work for tmobile but in different markets. The class was just a bunch of group activities and we played some games as well. Classes like these make me not leave tmobile. the only thing was that it was 8 hrs long, but were getting paid for it.

Other than that, i freak out when i look at people in the eyes, well i dont but i feel crazy after looking at the person eyes for a while. i look into peoples eyes when i talk but i feel sometimes im being to poweful? like my look is really strong ya know. I dont know. met a girl named kathy who named her cat ‘compton’ because he was ‘tough’ she was really cool and really pretty hopefully ill see her again, no homo.

I thought i wasnt going to get charged overdraft fees but i did. poopsie. at least i get paid midnight and chris owes me over 200 bux.

Jomarcs birthday is coming up? i dont know. haha.

I wanna hang out with my friends but they wanna go to the heist, i dont really wanna go but i would go. I miss them. I wanna watch hellboy and the dark knight which comes out tonight! i wanna sooo bad. but im broke till midnight and the movie starts at midnight. talking about money, i need to pay my ticket. ahh

to be cont.

the ticket doubled. fuck.

wednesday the 16th

umm haha chris and i tried woke up at 4 am to go kayaking today but i was scared of the little creepy crawlys on the rocks and was freaakking out and ummmmm chris kept asking me if i was sure if i wanted to go and blah blah and we ended up not kayaking. i wanted to go to redondo but chris doesnt want to catch small fish. he keeps forgetting im a chica. oh well maybe sometimes soon. We ended up going to his casa and watching whats eating gilbert grape? i think thats what its called then i had to go to work eeww. it was deeead.

to be cont.

umm ive been counting calories and yesterday i went over 2000 and thats bad. never again. i never thought i would count calories but im a self concious douche.